It’s one of those evenings again where things have happened and I’m sitting here getting all emotional and shit because it’s all just so over-whelming and it takes its toll sometimes. My life isn’t anywhere near perfect, no matter how much I try to make it look, feel or seem.
I was rummaging around my bedroom at the weekend and came across a notebook which I bought a year ago. I originally bought it to write songs lyrics in, due to doing a two year music course up until summer 2015 and I ended up writing a whole load of crap in it.
I’ve been through a number of hard times in my more recent years, so happiness has become a priority to me.
I found this written in my notebook and thought I’d share it with you…
Half the people reading this (which I’m sure isn’t a lot) will probably think I’m weird and proper sad. Yeah, go on and laugh.
I remember writing this out, which was nearer the beginning of my quest for happiness.
On the other hand, I’m pretty sure that happiness is something you don’t look for or find somewhere. I am pretty sure that’s it’s something you can create within yourself. Something you can decide to be. Something that you realise is so simple. I’m currently still trying to figure out how to do that. Hopefully, one day soon, I’ll find it.
I hope this stupid little list makes you feel something.
Hope you’re well