Now That I’m 20, I Want To…

So, I’ve been 20 for a good few days now.

Honestly, I forget about how old I am until I walk into my living room and see the absolutely massive 2 and 0 balloons that my friend got for me.


As, I mentioned in my last post, a new decade has begun. Wow.
There is so much I want to do in the next ten years, I feel like Forrest Gump, although not (as) stupid.

The first thing I want to focus on is simply…myself.

I want to make myself the best possible version I can be. So, I created a list (yes, another one) of all the things I want to start doing for myself now that I have approached a new decade.

  • Be less lazy
    I wish I was. Get up earlier, stop lounging about in my spare time, do something active.
  • Do exercise
    Go for a run, go to the gym. I haven’t exercised properly in so long.
  • Look after my body
    Moisturise, exfoliate, stop picking at my nails when I’m nervous or anxious.
  • Increase confidence
    Speak to people in public or over the phone with as little anxiety as possible. Be more confident in my current life situation.
  • Have more self belief
    Believe in myself a LOAD more. Come to terms with the fact that I CAN achieve something if I want it enough. Stop doubting myself. I do that FAR too much!
  • Look after my mind
    Spend time alone, give myself time to breathe, don’t get too caught up in other people’s lives, keep a healthy, open mind.
  • Focus on myself
    Forget about what other people are doing with their lives and stop comparing mine to theirs. Focus completely on myself, my own life, my own picture.
  • Love myself
    I talk about this a lot. Self-love comes and goes so often with me. one day I am so confident with how I look and what I’m currently doing with my life. Other days, I am so low and I hate my situation. I’d secretly wish to have another life. I don’t want to be like that. I want to embrace and love who I am and what my life is and has in it.

I’m still learning. And I do still struggle with myself from time to time. However, I will continue to make myself the best that I can be. That’s what life is about…right?






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